Boyfriend Requirement List :))

Boyfriend Requirement List :))

Sabi nila first love never dies. Ang first love ko namatay na. Kamamatay lang. :))
Akala ko di ko makakalimutan yon, hindi nga. Hindi pansamantala. Antagal kong dinaga, madinig ko lang pangalan nya. Ugh na. Hahahaha. Bummer.

He's a flirt and I sucked. lol. :3 I was livid, everyday nadadagdagan ang inis ko. Inis ko sa sarili ko kasi ang tagal kong magmove-on. Nageexpect kasi ako. Pfft. Akala ko maaabot ng technology ang telepathy, kaso hindi. Then one day, nakipagdate ako with a lady friend, sa meeting place namin, I saw her right away, she was glowing and I missed glowing like that. Parang nabagok ako, nagkaamnesia then suddenly nabagok uli bumalik lahat sa akin. Nagising ako sa katotohanan, ang tanga ko. Hahahaha. Nakakatawa, kasi parang naghanap lang ako ng batong ipupukpok ko sa ulo ko. Araw araw nagiisip sa wala. Gaga. :))

I had been enlightened. Narealize kong mashado kong binibigyang pansin yung mga wala na. Lagi ko pang tinitignan kung ano yung tingin ng iba sakin, kung anong nararamdaman nila, nakakalimutan ko na sarili ko. Siguro dahil lumaki ako sa pamilyang sensitibo sa iba. Parati kong hinuhuli sa listahan ang sarili ko, minsan pala dapat maging selfish din, dang dami kasing abusado. :/

Pero kalakaran daw yon ng buhay. Minsan gusto ko na talagang maniwala na mabait ako, hahahaha! Kakabit daw kasi ng mabait ang tanga. E katanga ko. Bait ko siguro? :))))))

Ang simple simple, it took one flirt jerk who wanted something for me to make me realize what I had been doing wrong. I realized what I missed in is what my Nanay said, 'dapat masaya ka hindi yung napipilitan ka lang maging masaya'.

Ayoko na ng ako ng ako na lang ang magbibigay, ako na lang parati yung bibigyan ng excuse, ako na lang magaadjust parati sa friends o sa boyfriend man. I knew in time, someone would come along. In the right time. But for now, I would never fall in love, get attached, have a crush on someone who would hurt me, make me feel bad or make me doubt myself. Dahil alam ko na kung anong gusto ko.

I, Em, 18 this coming July 20 and going to be a successful businesswoman in the future, deserves a good man, that's why I would never ever take crap from any one ever again no matter how lonely I get.

My Next Boyfriend Requirement Updated List
(Non-Negotiable)

1. He must be crazy about me.
2. He must have an ambition (and doing something to get it).
3. He must never too busy to send me a simple text message.
4. He should never be the oh-iloveyou-iloveyou-ilove

you type of a guy in the hell world (i mean, i don't need too much words okay?)
5. He must love me (of course!)
6. He must be faithful (or at least, not have a history of fooling around)
7. He must be caring and understanding. :)
8. He must be nice to my friends.
9. He must respect me, my friends and my family.
10. He must take me seriously.
11. He must accept me for everything I am.
12. He must love Firehouse and WWE (or atleast, not find it boring).
13. He must be cute.

14: Show some effort. Effort that you care, stuffs like that. ;)

Signed,
Em. HAHAHAHAHAHA!